| Location | Birmingham |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Miscarriage |
| Date of Birth | 20/10/2009 |
| Date of Death | 20/10/2009 |
| Visitors | 2,464 since 17/11/2009 |
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Chloe, the moment we were told that you had died our world fell apart.Your heartbeat had stopped,and it all went to ruin,We could not believe that we had lost you before we had got to know you.I remember the doctor telling me i had to come back in the morning and take a tablet to give birth to you naturally though.I could not believe it.That night your dad was comforting me whilst i could not stop crying ,holding my tummy thinking about you.We didnt sleep at all that night just thinking about you and waiting for the morning to come.Next day we made our way to the hospital,i was crying and telling your dad that i did not want to go in.I was scared,so scared.your dad had to re-assure me that it was the right step (the only step),in going forward.I went in and the midwife made sure i was comfortable,and then there was the tablet.I cryed to your dad that if i took this then it would be real and that you had died.Again i had to come to terms with that you had already passed inside of me and that it was the process as to get you out of me.
I sat there crying,we had to stay in hospital all day,so the doctors could keep an eye on me because i had trouble breathing.After 8 hrs they said we could go home and come back monday. I was devastated i had to wait 2 days with you inside of me thinking that i was still pregnant.Those two days seemed to go so slow,all i kept thinking about was you inside me. Finally monday came,off we went to hospital again with my overnight bag,i was so nervous and crying because i didnt want to do it,the thought of going through labour and all that pain with no baby at the other end was like having my heart ripped apart.Nanny Thomas and nanny Collins came with us,they knew it would be hard for us ,helped us get through the night and had heard the noise of hearing my waters go 'pop'.The midwife gave me more tablets to help you on your way and about 30 mins later i started to get bad pains.I had pains for 16 hours and then you arrived.
Your nanny thomas saw you first,then i looked at you. You looked so beautiful,i could see your eyes,mouth,arms,legs,fingers and toes,there you were my lovely baby in front of me,then your dad saw you. We were so devestated that you had gone.Your nanny collins,Auntie Carla,nanny Thomas,grandad Thomas and Auntie Lisa all came and saw you at the hospital. We all were left feeling devastated that you had gone,you are loved so much by everyone.Me and your dad will always love and miss you,night,night our sweet daughter,love you with all our hearts Chloe,your mommy.
Chloe my Beautiful darlin daughter.luv so much and so proud of you and your mum,i'll never get to see you grow up,never get to hold you in my arms,never get to take you the park where your brother russell loves so much.But i tell ya 1 thing,i'll always be lookin up to to see how me little daughter is playin with all the other little angels.Above all you'll always be 'me girl'.Chloe i luv u and always will,but you in a better place now,i will be with you again just keep on playing until i get there.I know your safe,'My girl Chloe',your dad.
The following poem/speech called 'Our Chloe'was made and dedicated to Chloe by her dad Paul.
Also the poem/speech was read out by Chloe's dad ,Paul at the funeral/Crematorium.
OUR Chloe
Chloe I’m so proud of you our little girl,
Being able to grow your wings and fly,
I don’t know why things have turned out this way,
But there must be a reason…god wants you an angel.
You look so beautiful in you’re bed, so tiny and gorgeous I had said,
Now we don’t feel at all complete.
As we’ve had a taster of what could have been,
Concluding that it must have been a dream.
Chloe you came but you had to go,
My little cute daughter I would have had to show,
Instead it was decided that you should fly,
Open your wings and say goodbye.
I know you will always be around,
But baby make heaven as your home,
We will meet again as time goes by,
Right up through that clear blue sky.
Over time and over the years,
We will have high’s and we will get down,
We will smile and look above,
To see how beautiful and gorgeous our daughter is.
R.I.P, Chloe our daughter,
Love you loads n loads for infinity. You’re Dad, Your Mum,
Your brother Russell
and all the family.
Thankyou to anybody who visits Chloe's site.Thankyou again for anybody who places a gift/tribute or lights a candle in memory of Chloe. We find your words and thoughts comforting to know that there are such kind people out there.Chloe's mum and dad.
Chloe's 2nd Birthday
******** Happy 2nd Birthday to our beautiful darlin girl Chloe.************
Hope you have been having fun playing with the other baby angels in heaven.Two years has just gone so fast.Ure older brother Russ gettin more & more cheeky all the time & ure younger brother Kane getting bigger n bigger so fast.Miss u all the time.Think of you all the time.Think of how it would be with you down here with us, but we know that you are in a much better place & god is looking after you until we meet again.
Will be goin your garden later to be closer to you.Happy Birthday Chloe
Rest in peace with all the other baby angels.We will be back soon darlin.
******************** Ure Mum, Dad & Brothers.****************************
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~R.I.P~
hello my baby girl i know i havent been here for a while i been lookin after ur baby brother kane is came into the world safely on the 20th nov a month after ur birthday we all miss u so much and i think kane looks like u as well which helps a bit speak to u soon my darlin i know u lookin down on me xxxxx ur mommy
Chloes day (20th Oct)
To Chloe our daughter in heaven.
Today is your first birthday,how cute and beautiful you would have looked down here,as you do up there ,but the angels called well too soon,how cute and brave you were on that special day. Knowing that you are in heaven in a much better place,safe and playing wth the other baby angels comforts us.A year has passed so very fast,but most of the time that day still feels like yesterday,some say time lessers the blow of pain and devastation ,if that is true we got a very long time to go,as we miss you and always think what could have been.We know you are around us and watch what we do,we just gotta wait our turn to see you again thats all.Ure brother Russ asks where in the sky in heaven you are,but we have to wait till night so I can point out your star to him.Your mum is carrying your little brother now and we will point out to him where it is when he older as well.Happy 1st birthday Chloe,have a grand day with all the other baby angels,we love you always Ure Dad,mum and ure bro.sleeptight RIP.
A Birthday In Heaven - by Kris Smith
I heard you crying yesterday,
And felt your heart-sent love.
So I’m sending you this message
Now, from Heaven up above.
You’re wondering if I’ll celebrate
My Birthday (way up here).
I know you’re missing me today
I feel your essence near.
God planned a special day for me,
He told me with a wink.
He’d ordered me a special cake
(It’s Angel food, I think).
Balloons will fill the streets for me,
They float up through the clouds.
And we have lots of friends up here
That make us laugh out loud.
There is a Birthday carousel,
Jewelled horses ride the wind,
With music playing, oh so sweet…
The magic never ends.
I’ve made so many friends, you see
We laugh and play and sing.
We ride our bikes and play jump rope
And sleep in Angel’s wings.
We’ll have our cake and ice cream
And open gifts - SURPRISE!
But we don’t blow out our candles here
Instead, they light the skies.
With love from your little Angel XX
To The Child In My Heart - by Unknown Author
Precious, tiny, sweet little one
You will always be to me.
So perfect, pure and innocent,
Just as you were meant to be.
We dreamed of you and your life
And all that it would be
We waited and longed for you
To come and join our family.
We never had the chance to play,
To laugh, to rock, to wiggle.
We long to hold you, touch you now
And listen to your giggle.
I'll always be your Mother,
He'll always be your Dad.
You'll always be our child,
The baby that we had.
You are gone, yet you are here,
We'll sense you everywhere
You are our sorrow and our joy,
There's love in every tear.
Just know our love goes deep and strong,
We'll forget you never!!!
The child we had, but never had,
And yet will have forever.
Daddy - by Unknown Author
Daddy you will never show me,
How to catch or throw a ball.
Or tie my laces really tight,
Or how to fish, with bait and all.
You’ll never teach me A,B,C’s
Or read to me and tuck me in.
You’ll never kiss and make me laugh,
With tickles from your spiky chin.
You’ll never see me graduate,
For my cap and gown, I’ll never see,
And you’ll never hold my babies,
Like you never got to cuddle me.
You would have been the best Daddy,
But I had gone before you knew,
So, instead of watching me, my Daddy,
I’ll be watching over you.
My Girl 'Chloe'
Think about you all the time me ikkle girl,whenever i get a rare moment to think ,or the time just b4 i catch some zzzz's at night,can picture you even better now with the sunglasses. Last week we were at the lake running Russells radio control speedboat,when at the end i had to reach down off the fishing bay,to get the boat out .Forgetting i had hung me new silver aviators on the waist of me shorts,as i leant down i heard somethin drop in the water,yep you guessed it were the sunglasses.i didnt have time to grab them as i had the boat in my hands.So all Russell and I could do was to watch as they sunk to the bottom.we could'nt get em as the water was too dark and deep.I were gutted but know they are there for u.or was it that you liked em too??. I can vision you in em now me ikkle girl.You would have been watchin and knew what happened anyway.
Luv u always ***Ure Dad***
Precious Child by Karen Taylor Good
In my dreams, you are alive and well
Precious child, precious child
In my mind, I see you clear as a bell
Precious child, precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart, there is hope
'Cause you are with me still
In my heart, you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
In my plans, I was the first to leave
Precious child, precious child
But in this world, I was left here to grieve
Precious child, my precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart there is hope
And you are with me still
In my heart you live on
Always there, never gone
Precious child, you left too soon,
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
God knows I want to hold you,
See you, touch you
And maybe there's a heaven
And someday I will again
Please know you are not forgotten until then
In my heart you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
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